I can't type this again without breaking down, so, please excuse:
Ever get at a loss for words?
I'm going to just type this out, and it's one of the hardest things I've ever had to do, because so many of you mean so much. To the layperson who doesn't know of our in-person time together and the years some of us have been here, it may seem completely irrational, but I know it's not in my heart...
my doctors told me today they aren't going to be able to cure me and make the cancer go away.
they could get the lower tumors gone, but it won't stop it from coming right back because they have moved up into the lymph nodes near my lungs. so, they suggest that I take part in a clinical trial to see if maybe one of those new drugs might have some affect. I'm waiting for the next two days to see if I can get in to Baylor in Dallas or to MD Anderson in Houston.
I wish I had better news.